I think this is genuinely one of the best dramas I've watched. The chemistry, the story, everything was perfect. I enjoyed it from start to finish.


I will discuss the last two episodes, so don't read unless you have watched them!!!

I cried during the last two episodes, but in the end, I was somewhat happy that they went with historical accuracy. It was painful and beautiful.

Honestly started this because I thought it was going to be funny, and at the beginning, it was, but then we were hit with reality. Deok-im was a woman in a man's world, which contributed a lot to her goals and aspirations. One of those was to live life how she wanted, even if it was trivial things she wanted to have some control. When she fell in love with San, she felt that it would restrict her freedom to be with him, so she put it off for a long time, but she was drawn to him either way. Her heart ached for him, and she wanted to keep him safe at all cost.

In that episode, her heart won the battle when he asked her to choose between not seeing him again or being with him. I saw a lot of comments saying that the ending sucks, but it was honestly such a beautiful ending, and you could tell that her harsh words came from a place of love. She didn't want San to drown in sorrow, so she pretended that her feelings weren't as strong as his. But you could tell that in a way she loved him very much. She chose to be with him because the thought of not seeing him and not being around him hurt more than losing the little bit of freedom that she had. Everyone could see their love, and except for that other concubine, everyone was rooting for them and wanted them to be happy. Maybe if we got more of those happy moments with their child and the family they had, maybe more people could see that spending those happy moments with San had more value than the life she once dreamed of. Not to say that she was completely happy and without regrets because she definitely had many, but even when she asked him not to look for her, it was because she knew that she would do it again if he asked. She would fall for him again, and they chose to spend their eternity together in the end.

I am satisfied with this ending because it showed the harsh reality of the past, yet it combined with the beauty of love. Both San and Deok-im were part of each other's happiness. Again my only complaint is that I wish we could have seen more happy moments, especially with their son, as it would make it clear that she did love him and was only holding back. I wanted to see them raising their child together and being a family. I get that having those tragic moments was more important for the story, but still, I wish we could have seen them. It looked like San was a great father, and their grief truly broke me.