Okay. So first things first. NOT for the faint of heart! The first half is very explicit, and some scenes are uncomfortable to watch, and leave you thinking “What the hell am I watching?!” But. Hang in there! It’s all explained, quite beautifully, actually, at the end. I absolutely LOVED this movie. All of it. Yes, I love my cute, fluffy, feel-good BL’s, but I’m not going to lie, and feel NO shame, that I also very much enjoy sex scenes in my BL’s, as well. And this one.... It’s got a LOT! But. The story, the background explanations that led to the events that transpired, the connection between Katsuragi and Ryoji is absolutely superb. This story deals with loss, pain, suicide, and discovering love after giving up all hope. What does it take to value your own life? And what makes life worth living? Who’s saving who? Honestly, this is one of my favorite BL’s, and I definitely recommend watching it in its entirety.